boy has shrek in the dvd player. but he is sitting here reading a "little critter" book. sis gave him a batch of them outta her room last night, and he came out and was reading them to me word for word. the kid is unbelievable. he reads each page, then looks intently at the pictures, then goes on to the next one. can't believe he will be 4 years old in 2 weeks. geez, thats enough to make me cry--not to mention sis who will be 10 three weeks after that.

hmmmm, i've had something i wanted to say for a while, but every time i get here, i cant remember what tis. . .

hehehe: i like this one: MOODS OF A WOMAN An angel of truth and a dream of fiction, A woman is a bundle of contradiction, She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse, But will tackle her boyfriend alone in the house. Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose, She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk, She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk, At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad, She'll hate you like poison and love you like mad. MOODS OF A MAN Horny Sleepy Hungry

hey, NOBODY update nothin--other than sean i guess--but i LOVE having john cusack appear on everyones page--couldn't ya'll have organized it so ya werent ALL hitmen? so i coulda seen DIFFERENT pictures? *swoon* tho rick at least chose a different one, one that i've not seen the movie for. . .hmmmmm, another to add to my list.

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busted a couple of my knuckles tonight--damn they hurt.

ug

i am so done with being cold and tired. have been that way for waaaaaaaaay too long. i'm ready to give up. all the way around. go bury my head in the sand somewhere.

oh, and sean, i sent you email again--under new email addy--wonder did you get it?

this is goddamn fucking bullshit.
oh, and yes, i have dsl. may not get to keep it tho as he wont be able to get online at work.

and why in the phuck is noone on to talk to???

may have dsl by tonight tho

yeah i know, you think you guys are confused, think how i am. . .

another good day. its enough to make me bang my head against a wall. whenever i finally get my mind set for "whatever" everything changes. well, the next time is the last time, i think. its bad when a "good" day disappoints me--god i'm tired.

no nancy, you arent missing anything--am not talkin at all--its nothing new--other than my attitude towards it all--i'm just tired. on so many levels. and today was a good day--we will see how tomorrow goes. today i did get to see "serendipity"--oh my--john cusack--one day i'll explain more of that to you also. good good movie.

hmmmmmm, the end of the world is near. . .

Which John Cusack Are You?