well, today, or as its nearly 4am now, yesterday was a very bad historic day. you all know what happened. havent anything to say other than whats already been said a million times over. but, i hesitate to say it, you see, tonight was actually quite enjoyable. by the end of the night several people had migrated over here. ended up with my brother, the blonde, the irishman, and the (laughs) well, the "jew". (ok, so hes not jewish, but what would ya'll qualify him as? the actor? the schnozzy one? the beatnik?) anyway, for all that most of the conversation was war and death and destruction, (and a little bit of serious soul searching and friendship conversation) it was a good "just hanging out" type night. which we should do more often. it wasnt planned, but with the world coming to an end, it just happened. and hopefully the world wont end after all. but, speakin of soul searching and stuff. i am gonna get a wee bit mushy here. . .i love all you guys. all my friends. those who read this. i do. so be careful. and take care of yourselves. and drive safely and no drinking and driving and all that. (smiles, not much mush there, just that i treasure you guys, and wanted you to know).

and on that note, i'm gonn a hope that boy sleeps soon, its almost 4. sis isnt going to school, even if school is in session tomorrow. just cuz i said.

oh yeah, got waterbed fixed---i hope, as long as noone jumps on it or anything. it was a weeeeeeee bitty pinhole in it, havent a clue from what. though it was apparently my fault for washing the sheets and puttin them back on. humph.

weekend went well. friday did not a damn thing. saturday went to italian festival and ate and ate and ate! Tiramisu and strawberry wedding cake--and i want MORE! yesterday got some stuff done around here, then sat with boy til he finally went to sleep at 4:30 this morning. speakin of which here he comes down the stairs in a star wars tshirt and nothing else. hes potty trained, but the pants thing has him confused. and he likes email, (thanks mort) so if anyone wants to send him some, do it in care of dvoyls@gateway.net make sure its decent tho--you know he can read all these words. . . ok, am off to get something else done, today i think i'm workin on sorting toys. maybe. or eating peaches and reading books. . . we'll see.