blogbot has been eating some of my posts. poo.. oh well, i'm doing this one the old fashioned way.

tanya's day:

got up. thought about callin to see how college store was doing, but "dammit, they are all somewhere else" got on line to find out whether kbtoys had any deals on PS2s. they dont. noticed nancy wasnt online--as she had said she didnt work, that didnt surprise me. tried to talk to joshy online--either he was ignoring me, or was too busy to chat. so later, i went out. went to disc go round first--saw that joshy wasnt there, thought "oh, thats ok, i'll go see Mort" then "dammit--hes not in town". got nothing at disc go round. then went to walmart--bought stuff for boys easter basket, and such--thought about goin to the college store, but, "dammit--none of them are in town, and nancy isnt workin today" went to best buy, fought the crowds, bought a few more things, thought "i oughta call someone to brave the mall with me" but "dammit noone is in town!". went to the mall. got PS2. thrills. got a stupid game for it--anyone got games they wanna loan us? at best buy finally got "say anything" still have others that i need, but thats a start. got home, wanted to call and tell someone that we got ps2, see if anyone had any games to borrow--but again--noone in town. poo.

so, the way to mess with my day is to take my baby brother, my best friend, and two other members of my closest circle, put them in a car, and ship them to another state. get yer butts back here! i havent anyone to call, to go see, nothing. poo on ya'll. and as far as i can tell ya disappeared--no posts anywhere--aint ya stayin with some guy ya met online? doesnt he have a computer??
(smiles)
thats it for now--happy easter! (am off to color easter eggs.)

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=710147650 cute dress. why couldnt i find stuff like this when i was pregnant?

my ears hurt, badly, am all icky--this is not fun

unhappy

too many things in my head--too many things to think about, to worry about, to obsess about. ug.

hey blondie, what were you doin at 3:30 this afternoon? and what time ya'll leavin? and gettin back? and such? (any of you may answer this, not knowing who actually checks this anymore. . .)

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to those of you who are prescient: do you ever wish you would write stuff down ahead of time, so when it happens you can pull the paper outta your pocket to PROVE that you knew it ahead of time? i oughta start that.